Wednesday
= : ruB mY beLLy n U cAn see the CaReBeAr RaiNBoW : =
a very cute quote from J. hahah! i love it so much. hee hee! I lost my footing yesterday. fell into a little depression but feeling much better now. i guess i do a little reminder sometimes. i can't be forever worried if my friends would leave me. if they do [over unimportant stuff], maybe they are not friends. *assuming i have done my part as a friend lar* cuz friends stand by each other and of-course, solve all differences.
smiles
letting go is quite an interesting thing to do.
imagine u see a stone infront of u.
to hold the stone requires effort of
moving ur hand and grasp it with ur plamhold on tightly requires effort of
clasping TIGHTLYletting go?
requires no effort. just release. no effort. perhaps that's why many people, including myself, find it difficult to let go. often, we would do so many things to try to let go. At the end of the day, it only covers up the pain that is inside. The beauty of
LETTING GO is not doing anything - and let time heal it all.
something reallie funnny.
i tried cooking coffee spare ribs. I fried the spare ribs and it's time to coat it with coffee sauce .. only to realise that there is no coffeee in my house. i remembered telling my mum not to drink coffee - it's very bad for your health. so we drink tea. we have
tian kuan ying
rose tea
lavender tea
mango
strawberry
blueberry tea
mixed fruit tea
lipton tea
lots of tea but no coffee...
my left ear bled last night just before choir. dunno why. i just put my finger into my left ear and there was lots of blood. cooking is too stressful. i forgot all about it.. the blood tricked down and dried up .. i'm just waiting for it to dry and hopefully take the dried blood.
cheers!
princess maddie.
